No such thing as happy ending

I don't like listening to bullshits. All i can say now is that I'm thoroughly sad and disappointed. i feel like I've been living in a lie. My whole mind is in a whirl now. I thought you love me most. But I really didn't expect myself to see all these when all I wanted to do was to go to your tumblr and look at the sweet posts dedicated to me. So should i be thankful instead? No matter how much you let me down again and again, I can never bear to let you go because you're really too precious to me. Thinking back, I feel so silly. I just need some time alone now.