Tired of living

Working at OC today, I hate the working schedule nowadays. Like once or twice a week only when it's the holidays.. Hardly earn anything at all and everyday just stay home and kill time, life is super boring now. Weekdays nothing to do while waiting for the boy to book out. And I wanna save money so I hardly go out now. I really don't look forward to the boy's overseas deployment at all, 3 weeks plus at Australia. What am I supposed to do every weekend. Nothing to look forward to anymore. I will miss the boy badly :'(

On a happier note, I am meeting Janelle tomorrow for some Thai food at Ahloy thai which is opened recently at tampiness mall basement. So much more convenient compared to the one at bugis shaw tower!! :)

I bought this mcqueen keychain for D's sister as a supplementary present, but it seems like some disfigured mcqueen to me... Anyway the boy is out with his friends at friend's condo having dance and swimming. What a good life while i am here trapped at OC till 9pm!! Bored, luckily Janelle is here whatsapping me. Hopefully he will come and pick me up later, been a long long time. This boy no sense of initiative one!

I feel like I have so little time left with the boy. Both busy with our hectic schedules, trying to squeeze more time out for each other. How I wish money will be much much more easier to earn. Ugh why is my life so stressful and difficult...unlike others. Not looking forward to anything in this life. I hope my next life would be easier seriously.

I really wanna get the results of this sem asap!!! SO EXCITED. I'm here trying so hard to pull my gpa up to make it enough to get into the local university, yet this sem's final exams was really extreme. :(