Wish time would pass quickly

So i've been coping well without the boy for one week now. Drowning myself in work daily. Finally having a two days break before starting on work again. Today, I had practical lesson with a new instructor. Money fly again.. So this time round the technique of this instructor whether to move off or brake is totally different from the previous one. Confused me and I stall like more than 10 times. I personally feel that accelerating before you release to half clutch is easier than releasing to half clutch then accelerate. Unfortunately, this new instructor teaches me the second method which caused me to stall easily. Idk which one is the real right way though. This coming thursday another $42, why is driving so expensive!!! I don't feel like taking it anymore. :( booked my tp 24 sep tho sure fail.

2 more weeks and he'll be back. BUT he's going thailand almost immediately after his return that's pretty sad to hear. Tonight I'm going to xavier's birthday at parklane, but will be leaving early if not the boy worry!!! :) I really miss him so damn much.

I shall just post two pics which I've edited with cartoons, the rest I lazy to upload already I am feeling damn sleepy now....